Well I didn’t have a journal and it shows up on my page so i thought
I’d give the internet community something to do with the time they
are wasting lol!!! =^_^=i love to draw!! Haven’t done it much lately...
not enough free time I suppose ...but i WANT to!!! I don’t finish things
vary often as you can tell from whatever thing i drew that lead you to
my page =^_^=

Sometimes i can be a little to vocal about my opinions so i aggravate
people on a daily basis. It’s not that i mean to though. i hate when
people are mad at me!!!!! i wish everyone could just get along but
that sure in the hell isn’t ever going to happen no matter what cause
some people just can’t keep their hands to themselves and others don’t
like to be touched. And then there are others that can’t keep the truth
strait, but then they can’t back up their bull shit.

and i didn’t want to get mad =^_^= yeah life is sa-weeettt ..... NOT!!! and
to top it all off, i need to get LAID!!! god what does a girl got to do to get
some action around here lol =^_^=

my life is just sweet as a wild flower =^_^= in hell!! but do i give up? Fuck
no!!! life isn’t for quitters now is it? Can’t stand a man that wouldn’t stand
up to some punk bitch for me. No way, no how. This isn’t like some fairy tell
where you just click your heels three times and you are out of this crazy
nightmare. This IS the nightmare. No waking up for me. No sir. This is my
LIFE!! and I’m going to live it!!!

I just noticed nothing I’m saying is really making any since, but who said
It had to? This is my little box of letters and I need to put some thoughts
out there. Should have vented a while back but I didn’t really see any place
that would work. I don’t know why I’m making this diary ( lets face it, that’s
what this is lol) so public. Airing my dirty laundry. Now whos got the soap?
Just don’t drop it for pete’s sake!!!

There are some people in this life who I hope to not have to deal with in the
Next. Maybe I’ll be happy. Maybe I’ll be able to better understand how to make
Others happy without sacrificing my own happiness. Maybe I’ll be a turtle.
…….. I wish I could just be happy in this world but at the rate things are going
.. lets just say I shant get my hopes up, hopefully anyways

Now leave me be to wallow in despair